Saturday, March 28, 2009
Life gets weird at times. However, I'll always remind myself that there is now therefore no condemnation to those who are in Christ.
When I asked Abba for friends, He gave me friends beyond what I asked for. All I can say is thank you. To you Abba and to them.
Anyway... I haven't studied for my Bio/ Chem quiz. Attempted to, but I really need to go out and study. Too many distractions at home.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Windows explorer decided to die on me. Welcome to my life Safari.
Anyway, I had quite an awesome day. By that, I mean that today's my parents wedding anniversary and nothing went wrong. So that's awesome, at least for me. Twenty years.
Did you know in England, if you've been married for 60 years (correct me if I'm, wrong) the Queen will give you a present and money personally. If you're 100 years old(well approx) she send you a gift and money too! Like how cool is that? They should put it in place in Singapore too, haha, who am I kidding.
Choir was YZARC today. There just so many things I cannot say. I sure want to ready for 5th May, and I say it shall be good and it is.
Life is becoming increasingly more bearable. Finally control over my emotions. Thank you Abba. I'm glad that I'm out of the whole phase (:
Saturday, March 21, 2009
I HAD AN AWESOME DAY.
I got a tan.
I got to meet up with Nic and gang.
I got to go for ARROW.
I got to experience my saviour afresh.
I got to eat with my CG.
I got my laugh till my tummyached.
I HAD AN AWESOME DAY.
....I still don't know their names.... I'll find out next ARROW.
I REALLY LOVED TODAY, mainly because of Jesus lah.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
I'm all over the place.
I'm the biggest loser of all, cause my life is totally dependent on theirs. It's times like this, all I want is to grow up and walk away. I'll always have this debt that I cannot clear, even if I repaid every cent spent on me. Their time and effort I cannot repay.
It's reasons like this I don't want to have children/family, like what my econs teacher said last year, "Children are the worst investments.". All you do is give and never quite have returns.
Life is a total bore now. I'm either in school singing/ studying or at home studying/ doing nothing. Nothing special happens to me. Blame it on my almost negligable proactiveness. The only highlight of my life now is like ARROW. I know lah. I never read the bible, not spiritual, not close to God lah. Shut up already. Listening to sermons has gotten so boring. I canoot stand my life now Abba. It's a routine of boring-ness. It's a life without you as the main picture. Is there any other way? A moment of spiritual high is not what I'm looking for.
Oh wait, I'm suppose to look at myself. Look at Jesus. yeah. He's awesome and good.
I'm just so bored. BORED. BORED BORED BORED BORED. BORED. BORED. It's a horrible sense of SIAN-sation.
Tomorrow's going to be one heaven of a day. I really can't wait for saturday.
I really don't look forward to sundays anymore. Tuition. nothing against my tuition teacher (since she's well my cousin). I just hate the fact that my life is all about studying now. I know JC... what a bloody reason to study. I thought my life's suppose to be more then this? I know ice-cream and chocolate cakes won't fulfill the emptiness I'm feeling. What the heck, at least it does for as long as the cake lasts.
Jesus, thank you for something extremely interesting that happens to me. Something that might destroy my life, whatever. Just something.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
I really don't feel like doing my work at all. Just too many distractions at home.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
I LOVE CHEMISTRY, but I'm still not done with my homework. Almost complete, there's only one page of questions left to do.
Then there's math, maclaurin's and binomial. Which I have never actually liked, since these are the topics which requires me to be extremely careful...... and that's what I am, a very careful person! I've to confess that I am.
There's GP, a compre paper + something else. What I'm suppose to do, I don't quite know.
Biology.... woooo 1 essay question left. Sian. I dont like to do bio essays.
I guesss that sums up what I have left for the week? Oh yes, not forgetting the ever so important Concert this friday. Gritting my teeth.
I seriously cannot wait for ARROW this saturday(: It's going to be awesome, I'm so sure of it.
Soon, very soon 5th may will be here. After that, I guess I'll have to find something ese to look forward to. A new season? I'll just have to wait and see, I'll do whatever you tell me to.
Off to finish up my chem. Who cares if I sing along to a different tune when organic chem starts. I LOVE CHEM.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
CAMP CAMP is tomorrow. Hope it's going to be awesome? Cause I'm not going to waste my time if it ain't awesome. Intensive vocal training for friday/ SFY. geez
Today marks the end of term one, start of my pretty well deserved holiday. One week, well approximately? Minus Sun and Mon, wed and friday. That's my holiday. It's really better than nothing. One week is good. Always comes at the right time. Thank you Jesus!
Friday, March 13, 2009
Jesus, I don't know and I don't want to care anymore. Only you can and you know how I feel. The joy of the Lord is my strength. Thank Abba, that even though I might not be happy right now, your joy still flows in me.
Don't look to your circumstances, LOOK UP Jer, look at the cross. That's the only way provision's going to come. All's well, and all things will turn out for your good.
Smile and walk on, knowing that Abba daddy's with you.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
School's like a boring routine, yet kind of interesting at the same time. Basically I do the same thing everyday, but everyday's so different. Like today was crazy cause choir was so demanding today. I felt light-headed and was nodding off to sleep while singing. Whoever sleeps during CCA?
Anyways, I've got so much revision to do before the start of term two. I'm hoping and praying that I wouldn't have to do back for extra lectures.
Choir's burning up my Sunday, monday and friday. Is it all really worth it?
It really sucks to see that everyone is not putting in more effort. Maybe everyone is to their maximum, I wouldn't know. I sure hope we get a Gold. Never felt what it is like to get a Gold. Right now..... we aren't really quite there yet. However, I assure you we're GETTING THERE.
Jesus says I am VICTORIOUS, so I am victorious. Amen
Sunday, March 08, 2009
I LOVE THEM(:
I'm believing we can hang out soon. Denise, Le, Nic, Ali, Beryl and I. To study for our CTs. May we score excellent grades, and have fun after that!!
Arrow was awesome. The only way out is to focus on Him.
Gave sunday service a miss today though, was suppose to study, but........... No condemnation AMEN!
Tomorrow marks the start of the last week of term 1. Pat myself on my shoulders, and says proudly to myself " Good job Jer, you've been doing your homework." However...... I've caught myself slacking off just a little.
Sure the week ahead isn't going to be a breeze, a bed of roses. Yet I know it's going to be great, cause He's been into my future and said it's good.
CCA on monday
CCA on wednesday
CCA on Thursday
CG on Friday( JESUS I REALLY WANT TO GO!)
CAMP on Sunday till Monday.
Shalom to my week ahead. Great favour and His presence abounds. Widsom and righteousness in my words, may whatever I say carry weight. May my righteous memory be blessed. AMEN
